February 6, 2007
Momentos
CURRENT MOOD: Beautiful
I was glancing over all the blogs I wrote in the past three years. Well, now turning into four years, and wow, I just have to say, I was so emo. It's amazing to see how my writing has developed over the past few years, and I believe that these chatterbox postings actually did me alot of good. Well, now, I am not so emo. Sure, every now and then I write the occasional melancholy "oh woe is me" blog, but that is just a good stress reliever. But nowadays, I try to write blogs with meaning, something with effect, and beauty. Because life is a random, yet beautiful thing. There is this quote I ran into a month ago: "Good times pass away, but then so do the bad. Mutability is our tragedy, but it is also our hope. The worst of times, like the best, are always passing away."
This quote, could not be anymore true. And it was this quote, that gave me the strength to keep hopeful for happiness in my life for the past month, as well as the same quote, that made me appreciate the good times I had (or having) even more. No matter what, for me anyways, life will always be a bumpy ride, but I just happen to have the luck, of life always turning around towards the best when times look bad. Ever since last spring, I get the best rewards for the worst experiences. And now, its not any different.
I cannot express just how beautiful and strange this world is. In the oddest places, at the strangest, yet most perfect, times, you can find, well, just the best that life has to offer. You find life-long friends, you find people who can make you smile with a simple glance, you find passion for hobbies, you find love for the arts, but most importantly, you find love for yourself. My life is grand, in the sense that I never know what to expect. But honestly, I wouldn't want it any other way. Stability is nice, and sure, sometimes you get a little sick from going up and down on that roller coaster, but most times, you just raise your hands up high, with a smile on your face, and scream your head off.
There are many people I have to thank for my happiness right now. In the past year, I went through the biggest change so far in my life, and realized things that I never had seen too clearly before. I am well on my way to making myself a better person, a saner person at that. I no longer feel like my life is out of control, but I know, that in order to control life, I have to be able to control myself.
In the same way that life is complicated and full of surprises, it also is full of simple pleasures. I don't know how my life does it, but its an oxymoron of sorts, just simply complicated. But how I am loving it! Every second, every smile, every thought, every memory, every experience.
Now I find that I am in the middle of very depressing/depressed people. It's tough, to try to cheer them up, and tell them that there is something to look forward to. It's practically impossible to tell them to feel happy, because they are too hardheaded about their depression. I know, I use to be like that. All I can do, is pray and wish that their life turns for the better as soon as possible.
Well, I am just glad I have no more depressing blogs to write, or well, not as frequently written anyways. Now, I feel 20, I feel like, an adult, but still an innocent child at heart. Life is wonderful, my life is beautiful, and right now, I am seeing the world in rose-colored glasses. That's all I can say, and for now, that is all I need.
SONG THAT BEST REFLECTS TODAY'S BLOG:
Even The Nights Are Better by Air Supply
&
Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow by The Shirelles
Posted by ~*Pretty Kitty*~ at 2:16 AM
January 30, 2007
Concerning The "Myspace Bulletin"
We usually repost bulletins for others to reply to about how hot we are or how one feels about us, etc.; hoping that that one person we want to reply, would reply, and thus, confess to each other some mutual feelings.
Does it ever work? Never seems like it does. But we still do it anyways.
Waiting, and hoping, and wishing, and dreaming.
Its a little funny, how we are too shy to simply tell a person "I like you" or "I love you", yet we are all too eager to bulletin the deepest of secrets and offer ourselves up, vulnerable, for the world to see. We are offered security in the fact that its just another mass-produced bulletin. A template that anyone can fit into, and anyone can use. So we are just reposting because we don't want Bloody Mary to come at 12:12am and stab us with her knife, nor do we want our love lives to be ruined for the next 20 years. Of course, none of us believe that crap, but we use it as an excuse, because it's alot easier than saying "I am really posting this up because I want you to tell me I'm beautiful, that you like me, that you want a chance with me. Because I want us to start something wonderful, but I am too afraid to tell you, so I am giving you the chance to tell me."
It's tough. Waiting around for an answer. Hoping for his/her reply. Closing your eyes and wishing with all your might that its him/her as you click on "New Messages". Dreaming of the day.
And when that message is not there, we just post up something else.
Waiting, and hoping, and wishing, and dreaming.
Posted by ~*Pretty Kitty*~ at 6:37 PM
January 26, 2007
Random, Random, Random.
It's been awhile since I've written an "inspired by life" blog. Well, it's not as if I haven't been inspired by life recently, but I haven't felt the usual, pushing urge to write that goes along with such a muse. Well, I suppose that means I haven't been inspired enough. So what is this blog about? Nothing eye opening, that's for sure, just I guess a kind of warm up to the writing I have to do in the near future (goddamn essay is due next week!)
Eh, I shouldn't even post this up, its pointless. A waste of your time. Well, not so much as a waste of my time, seeing as I have still one hour to kill before my shift here at work ends. I should read for my classes, but I'm too lazy to write. I suppose I should use this time to update you on my life.
So, I'm single. Yayee. Well, this time around, it just doesn't bother me so much that I'm single. I'm actually quite enjoying it. Well, not so much enjoying, seeing that I am not having the social life I did last year, but I made a new year's resolution to go out more and have more fun. But then again, I am going out more! All my time is super occupied! I have my new, upcoming DJing career at KALX 90.7FM (the best radio station ever!! I dare say!!), I have my job at Unit One (being a security monitor which requires monitoring the security of our residents! LOL), the usual classes, and well, I think that's a pretty fulfilling life right there! Soon, I'll be active in the music scene once again!! I've been out of it for a while now, but now, all the bands I love are touring around the US. :(
Oh well. What I REALLY want to do this year, is make new friends! Like, okay, I do meet new people all the time, but I guess I never really found anyone that stuck to me. I guess I am anti-social, when it comes to strangers, its rare to find people I really do enjoy hanging out with. But I want fun people! People to come over to my place and I go over their's. People that I can call in the middle of the night, ask if there is a party going on, and they say "hellz yeah! it be a party here every night!". I have fun people like that in LA, but I want bay area people like that here!!!!
So I guess there is a message and point to this blog.
Do you want to be my neighbor?
Posted by ~*Pretty Kitty*~ at 1:54 AM
November 10, 2006
Dios dice que la gloria està en el cielo
CURRENT MOOD: Amazed
You have never seen such a sight as this. I don’t think such a sight was ever witnessed by man or woman. Leaving behind my little city, the city of Berkeley. Well, its not as if today was marked by any special kind of departure. But still, she found it appropriate to say a sweet farewell…
The inky sky bled across the land, into the sea. It was just a dark canvas with no concerns for division between any element of the earth. One could not tell the difference between the twinkling stars above from the twinkling city lights below; it was just a mixture of mini galaxies swirling and dancing. I could have sworn that I was flying through the depths of the universe.
The moon, at first, an undistinguishable orange pear-shaped fuzz. A shawl of clouds, looking like stretched out balls of cotton, was all that clothed her. Despite such an attempt, they couldn’t hide her naked beauty beneath, but instead caught her illuminous glow, or was it the sky, reflecting the light of the city? Each orange dot contributing its own to the hazy glow of the city, permeating the sky, and casting its own influence into the heavens.
But as we fly further into darkness, further away from the city, from civilization, the moon begins to hold her own. She slowly came into focus, her orange tinge fading away to a healthy golden tan; from a tangy orange slice to a sweet golden apple. She gradually shrugs off her cloak, and creates her own horizon as she casts a silver light upon the string of clouds below her, setting her apart from the rest of the world.
Her own space, her own kingdom to rule over, the stars above, her subjects, each assigned a piece of space. In their serfdom, a number of serfs, who happily orbit around their lords and ladies. Although each serf strong enough to carry along their mini solar system, still not loud enough to shine their own voice through the years between me and them.
Who would have ever known that such a structured hierarchy can hold so much beauty and peace? Everyone with individual purpose, but nonetheless part of the most beautiful language in all of history. A language unknown to man, but always written about. A language never heard, but always read, always spoken of.
Anyways, back to reality here, I am about to arrive to the airport, and thus concludes another nonsensical ranting of the world by a lone point of view. Back to Los Angeles, and what a welcome. There is so much difference between Berkeley and LA, but I love them both in their own unique mannerisms. Never can I compare the two, or hold one up against the other. Well, for once, at least, this trip home does not mark the end of another chapter in my life, but merely a rip in time, a break if you will.
I guess I can just call this the intermission.
SONG THAT BEST REFLECTS TODAY'S BLOG: La Gloria Eres Tù by Los Tres Ases
Posted by ~*Pretty Kitty*~ at 1:11 AM
August 22, 2006
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CURRENT MOOD: Nostalgic
Hm, I know there is much that is needed to be written and told before I write the conclusion to another unpredictably life-changing adventure.... but some things, firstly, cannot be said for the protection of myself and others, and also, this chapter that must be told is one that deserves our patience... since its a tale that needs much attention and detail when writing it.... but it will be told in due time my friend, in due time....
but back to the matter at hand... not only are these hours my last when it comes to my stay in good ol' Los Angeles... but it is also the end to another phase in my life... but like all things, in death, is life reborn... and i certainly feel just that, reborn....
well, not reborn in the sense where my life will change drastically, but then again... will it? I mean, I am changing my act, just a bit... I admit, my life the past year was a wild & crazy one... I am was jaded... i think thought i am was untouchable.... that the rules of life, society, & so on needed not apply to me..... but oh, how I was wrong... but sometimes I think, was I really?
sure, the past year I learned so much about myself... especially in the past summer... but life is not life without having learned something new... and I know I come here to crap out all the morals of the story and such... but hey, its what I do best... and I try to grow from it, go with it
well, I wouldn't call it quite growing, but going back to my roots... my oh, so innocent roots.... back in the days where I proudly would shout on the rooftops I loved Nick Carter & Backstreet Boys were my number one favorite band... back in the days where I would listen to the radio, waiting for one hit wonders like "I'm Blue (da boo de)" by Eiffel 65, "Mambo #5" by Lou Bega, "Angel" by Shaggy, & "Everything You Want" by Vertical Horizon... and though you may barely recognize the song title and not ever had heard of the artist... those of you 90s kids would certainly be able to hum along as I play them in my head...
In those days, guys weren't that big of a deal, sex was gross, you closed your eyes when watching sex scenes in movies, drinking wasn't the only way to have fun at a party, & being "open-minded" wasn't the latest craze.... but Pogs were all you needed to be "cool" & have friends....
yes, in the days I thought I knew everything, where intellectual arguments consisted of who was better, backstreet boys or nsync? and all that jazz... the days I didn't have to deal w/ beliefs in darwin contradicting w/ beliefs in god & trying to find the grey area in between... where make-up and short skirts & getting that guy's attention wasn't so important... to be a kid... simple, ignorant, and not caring if someone was "smarter" than you and had more complicated "opinions" than you
knowledge = pain... and ignorance is bliss... i want to go back to the days I was ignorant, when I didn't have to know what the fuck was going on in the world, & voice political views on this and that, & all that shit adults do...
i want to be a kid again, and stop pretending to be this adult I am not
I didn't live a full childhood, and this summer proves it... so before I go on... I have to go back to the beginning, and stop trying to grow up so fast... to make up for what I have lost...
my mistake was being older than I really was... my mistake, was maturing a little to quickly, and thinking I could take on life by skipping the basics... so here I go, back to the beginning, trying to find out what needs to be fixed in me, trying to find out what it was I am missing that makes me the insanely jaded/callous person i am today
i am not unbreakable, i am not untouchable, i am not an exception... i care not about being so freaking "smart" about this and that... i care not about being "open-minded" and trying to see the million sides to everything.... i want to have morals again, i want to see right & wrong, I want to have black & white.... i am tired of all this greyness, of all this space in between...
so we'll see what this new year brings... oh berkeley, what will you teach me now? I feel ready for what you bring next.... with my love by my side, my family in the bleachers, & my friends in the dugout... just let me hit this one out of the park, and Los Angeles, I'll run home soon.....
SONG THAT BEST REFLECTS TODAY'S BLOG: Here's To The Night by Eve 6
Posted by ~*Pretty Kitty*~ at 3:17 AM
June 7, 2006
California rest in peace
CURRENT MOOD: Appreciative
What is love? The other day, for a brief second in an online conversation with a friend, it was mentioned that my capability to love so easily, was enviable, while he was incapable to do such a thing
Of course, I think he believed there was double meaning when I mentioned that its not my fault he cannot love, when I have tried.... but the love that I tried to show him was not something to do with boyfriends, and romance, and hugs, and kisses. No, the love I spoke of at that moment, is more an appreciation for the world, and all the little things in it.
So, what is love?
Love is watching a movie, and being lost in its every moment. Feeling the pain & joy of every character and resounding every scene in your heart. Experiencing absolute ecstasy as your eyes get a taste of a beautiful world were everything falls in sync, no matter how unpredictable it is. Just pure enjoyment of fascinating characters you wish so badly to know, characters that leave you breathless. Characters you fall asleep to, wondering of the many adventures you could have with them.
Love is reading a book, and not being able to put it down. Living through the adventures you see before you, painted with words. Actually laughing with joy at every triumph, gasping in sorrow at every tragedy, and smiling with satisfaction as you reread the last paragraph to relive you amazement at such a story unfolded.
Love is listening to music, and being lost within its melody. Having the compassion to seek out songs that speak to your soul. When you feel so low, you listen to the songs that speak so dearly to your loss. When you at such a high, you blast on Lou Bega, Michael Jackson, Backstreet Boys, or a number of any other pop bands. Then in the spur of the moment you sing to your reflection in the mirror and dance around in your underwear, tube socks, sunglasses, and a starched white shirt. And when you come across that song that syncs up so well with every unexplainable emotion in your body, you are to the brim with tears as you ride out every tune, every word, & every beat knowing that if your heart had a voice, this is what it would say.
Love is being at the cliff-side of the world, with all the beauty of the city before your eyes. And through the visual flood, only appreciating the splendor of a single object, finding in that single object, everything and nothing of your world. Revealing that objects insignificance and meaning, its short-lived life and immortality, its connection to the world and the solitude of being one of a kind. Noting in all this, that this very object is the very toothpick holding the world together.
Love is basking in the glow of a hot summers day in nothing but shorts and a muscle shirt. Riding your bike along side the LA river and losing all attachment to the human world around you, yet being integrated with the city itself, knowing you are just a blade of grass. Being aware of the warm breeze whoosing through your hair as you pedal your fifth mile, sensing the oncoming stiffness that comes with sitting on a bicycle seat for more than an hour, drifting down a hill as gravity & inertia pulls you faster and faster, and pushing yourself & putting all your energy into going back up.
Love is creativity with words, images, sounds, tastes, and touch. People mistake love as something found in other human beings. But the truth of the matter, is that the reason we mistake love as something shared between two people is that we do not experience this plethora of emotion until you find it in someone. Until you found in someone a reason to be happy, then you see the world as I see it every day. Nevertheless, that is NOT the way the world should love.
Love is finding beauty and passion in everything you do. You cannot share it with someone, you experience it, and pass it on. You can find it in yourself to actually relate to everything around you without having to wait to use some significant other as an excuse. In this, you find undying love, because the love you cherish isn't something given to you, isn't something that can be taken away. It is something that defines you as a person, and as a puzzle piece in this vast universe.
Love before giving it away, THAT is the way things should be done.....because how can you give your heart to someone, if you had not one in the first place?
SONG THAT BEST REFLECTS TODAY'S BLOG: Dani California by Red Hot Chili Peppers
Posted by ~*Pretty Kitty*~ at 12:56 AM
April 1, 2006
*sings* can you feel the loooooooove tonight!
CURRENT MOOD: Peaceful
wowzers........spring break was GREAT!!!!!!! it was not filled with girls in bikinis, crazy drunken parties, one night stands, and as my rhetoric teacher suggested, jello shots......... but instead it was filled with newfound connections, old friends, good times, and, a different sense of the world........back in LA, things happened that need not to be discussed w/ no one else but my therapist (its not that it was horrible... just i its personal) but going to LA opened my eyes to a different kind of world i forgot existed.....with protests, walk outs, and family dilemmas, no one could have gone through that without having to think just a little...... and my trip to new york.......*sigh* my trip to new york....... not one bit of it was flawed, every moment was perfect, and so much better than what i had imagined.... of course the plane ride there was unbearable, sitting still in a seat for 5 hours straight is impossible, even w/ the help of the television...... but when i landed, it was just so strange..... i had no idea where i was, and what to do.... so new york was a place of basic instincts and logic, for once, i followed basic instincts and logic..... my friend arrived, and i got the biggest hug from him... we were obviously very excited at the fact that for the next few days we were gonna have new york to ourselves...... to myself...... so i did new york.... him and i went to the promenade in brooklyn at night a few times (a very romantic, {not meant in a couple b/f & g/f kinda sense but as a storybook fairytale sense} and beautiful view of new york as a whole), we went on the staten island ferry for an up close and personal view of the statue of liberty, we walked landmarks such as the brooklyn bridge, central park, trump tower, times square, broadway, coney island, little italy, chinatown, little russia, etc., etc..... but most importantly, i saw a side of new york very few tourists get to experience, my friend's point of view... i saw his hometown, where he grew up..... a funny jewish community with funny people dressed in black (not ur average goth!).... i even saw his high school teachers and just all the wonders of brooklyn from a new yorkers perspective....... i took loads of pics, only three include me (unless you count the pics my friend took feat. our feet and shadow)......... even the hostel i stayed in was wonderful! it was clean, nice, and i stayed with some awesome people! all girls travelling on their own from places like australia, canada, and even singapore!!! i sang kareoke for 2 hours at 2am, i ate knish and baklava, i was shoved by a new yorker down times square, i rode the subway and got lost (kinda), i was romanced by italians down the street, i took a stroll on the beach (and now have my own bottle of atlantic water), i had a slice of good ol' NY pizza w/ anchovies (YUM!!), but most importantly, i had a vacation, no worries, no regrets, no what ifs, no second thoughts, no doubts, no frowns, no tears (ok, a few tears, but soon followed by a hug and smile)............. it was lovely, it was splendid, it was the experience of a lifetime....... i love new york.... and i wouldn't be surprised if that was my nxt destination of address....... but it wasn't the sights and sounds that make the journey so wonderful........ honestly, if it hadn't been for my friend, i dont think i would have had as good of a time as i did..... lovely weather followed me where i went, and even the sun here in berkeley is shining brightly for my return.... i wished i didn't have to leave, and my friend and i honestly contemplated me staying for a while longer (unfortunately he was going upstate w/ some friends, and his friends said there was no room for me)...... but its okay, i had my time, and i wouldn't have asked for anything more...... *sigh* i've been to a place, where blue birds fly............
SONG THAT BEST REFLECTS TODAY'S BLOG: A Whole New World from the Disney movie Aladdin
Posted by ~*Pretty Kitty*~ at 1:58 PM
January 22, 2006
Bored.....
CURRENT MOOD: Lonely and wanting
you know, i am really liking this song "feel good, inc." by the gorillaz........has a very catchy beat, great way to start the day......people suck, not like i just found that out, but, every now & then the fact stares me in the face.....i wonder whose gonna blink first, my room is dark *gets up to open curtains*........i just watered mr. bonsai right now, and for some odd reason he has very tiny cobwebs on his branches....freaky, and he peed, BAD MR. BONSAI..........oh yeah, back to people, they suck.........some pretend to like you, at one point they really do, and then they get tired of you and leave........yeah, they respond to the occasional hi you send, but nothing more than playful ignorance........*sigh* i need a friend, one who is new.......i need a new toy......i hate being a person.......i'm bored, i'm lonely, i can't wait to see my LA friends..............*sigh* ok, well back to my attempt at work........and i need to do laundry............bleh, i am gonna stay reserved for a while.....
SONG THAT BEST REFLECTS TODAY'S BLOG: Feel Good, INC. by Gorillaz
Posted by ~*Pretty Kitty*~ at 2:34 PM
January 17, 2006
I've Been Everywhere, man....
CURRENT MOOD: Slowly, but surely, coming out of it
Part One (in LA):
There are times, when the only peace you can find, is the soft murmur of acoustic favorites, and the flickering warmth of a fireplace. Sitting in the living room, this place I called home growing up, the same place where I first cried, first laughed. My first Christmas in the very same living room, my 16th birthday in under this very roof, my father’s memories in the golden gleam of his trophies scattered in ebony caskets. Here I sit, staring at the reminder of my first, forgettable holiday back home. College life proved more difficult than I imagined. Don’t get me wrong, academics was a breeze, but life itself brought upon me certain twists and turns that left too many things uncertain. Standing opposite of me is the poorest excuse of a Christmas tree. Slouching there in it’s pitiful glory with dangling ornamental orbs of silver and gold, hung upon sickly green branches, covered in the bright, colorful confetti of a New Year’s celebration. And crowning the contradictions of promises and celebrations is a rotting porcelain doll, sagging atop its branch, hardly holding on, looking suicidal as it readies itself to take the final plunge downward. This was anything but a memorable holiday, and I am more than just welcoming the thought of going back to the cold, dark room up north that I now call home. This last year ended with more than any man’s share of grief, anger, and pain. And the start of 2006 could not have rang any truer to its ancestor’s end. The apple does not fall far from the tree. Blindly starting with the death of a near, but far, friend, one whom I cannot seem to shed tears for, but surely I pay respects and my heart’s grief.
Part Two (in Berkeley):
However, my stay in los angeles ended in far more pleasure than i expected, having a birthday on friday the 13th under a full moon is a one in a million chance, as in going to san frisco from LA and back unexpectedly in a day, the 6 hr trip there and back has proven memorable, and the 3 hr stay was breath-taking....I arrived in oakland by plane the very nxt day.......i was content when i came back to my sad, little room, buying a television to keep me company in dark times......but recent events are not far from my mind, and it will be a while before i am willing to love again.......but i admit to wanting to play, and be played....there is even a longing for someone i have longed for once before, but just as i could not have him then, i could not have him now even moreso.......so i rather suppress the little beast than appease her.......for now, i need a remote control, and to clean my room.......that's all i can expect i guess..........I am tired, and the day has worn me out, but I have much to say, much to figure out. What I must say, before I retire, is that the solution to every problem is not confrontation, but ignorance and just simply, running away.
SONG THAT BEST REFLECTS TODAY'S BLOG: Soul To Squeeze by Red Hot Chili Peppers
Posted by ~*Pretty Kitty*~ at 2:32 AM
October 18, 2005
OK Just a warning here.....
I exaggerate ALOT so PLEASE don't take these things seriously, um....so yeah, imma go die of embarrassment now.....lol hahahahahaa, just kidding, but yeah, overactive imagination here.....so...........*meow* hahahaha, my passion gets the best of me at times......bleh......but ok, i was freaking, but i guess i should cool down now, cause it's not everyday that the person you write about reads ur blogs that are about THEM! i mean, strangers read it......sure, its like whatevers, cause i dont know them, probably never will meet them......so if you are someone i know, don't read my blogs, most likely they will not interest you.....and if you do happen to read them.....then yeah, you will never see me the same way again, probably think i am a freak or something, and like run away everytime you see me.... *deep breath* ok, well, imma go jump off EVANS now, i hear the view from there is nice.....lol
Posted by ~*Pretty Kitty*~ at 9:30 PM
July 4, 2005
THE GREATEST WAY TO START OFF SUMMER!!
CURRENT MOOD: Jubilant
OMG...so I said about a million times i was going to see =w=eezer and red hot chili peppers in concert in vegas....well, i know i ran into alot of complications when albert cancelled on me, and then the whole looking for a bus partner cause i couldn't go alone, THEN FINALLY I find out my mommy has the day off!! YAYEEEEEEEEEE!! so she took me and lucy to VEGAS BABY!! and we saw the greatest performance on earth!!!!!! IT WAS GREAT!!!!!!!! I saw weezer and my LOVE RIVERS!!! omg omg omg, so like I was dying when they played good time favorites such as BUDDY HOLLY, HASH PIPE, SAY IT AIN'T SO, & THE SWEATER SONG!!! they also played stuff from their new album like their newest singles WE ARE ALL ON DRUGS & BEVERLY HILLS!!!! Then, after 40 minutes of waiting, there they were, THE RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS !!! the crowd went wild as hot sweaty bodies bounced around to songs like OTHERSIDE, BY THE WAY, THROW AWAY YOUR TELEVISION, CAN'T STOP, GET ON TOP, CALIFORNICATION, SOUL TO SQUEEZE, and of course the two greatest songs ever written to end the concert UNDER THE BRIDGE & GIVE IT AWAY!!! I swear this is the greatest concert i have ever been to and ever will go to!!! SO YAYEEEEEEEEE FOR THE VEGAS CONCERT! and yeah....it was great
SONG THAT BEST REFLECTS TODAY'S BLOG: Island In the Sun by Weezer
Posted by ~*Pretty Kitty*~ at 8:19 PM
June 27, 2005
High School Dedications
CURRENT MOOD: Guilty
We are past the point of no return.....& what wicked games Destiny plays, that bring us together to tear us apart. Wandering roads lead us astray my friend, and final glances blaze in our heads as they glimmer with distant memories, long gone. I'll see you soon. Let's cry and love as if there is no tomorrow. Hug the one to your left, kiss the one to your right, hold everyone's hand, for there never was a tomorrow. Let her know how you cared, tell him of your love that was always there. Live no regrets, now there is no room for "what if's". Remaining thoughts count down to the last second, and a tear stands ready to shed the days we once had. let us say a prayer for the friends we hold dear and the lovers we would cherish. Let our hearts bleed together, for the dreams we lived and the reality that faded away within these walls. Let us, once again, go back to the start, for nobody said this would be easy. Tell your secrets, ask your questions, because there is no way to go back, to the start.
SONG THAT BEST REFLECTS TODAY'S BLOG: Don't Want to Miss a Thing by Aerosmith
Posted by ~*Pretty Kitty*~ at 3:18 PM