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February 06, 2007
Momentos
CURRENT MOOD: Beautiful
I was glancing over all the blogs I wrote in the past three years. Well, now turning into four years, and wow, I just have to say, I was so emo. It's amazing to see how my writing has developed over the past few years, and I believe that these chatterbox postings actually did me alot of good. Well, now, I am not so emo. Sure, every now and then I write the occasional melancholy "oh woe is me" blog, but that is just a good stress reliever. But nowadays, I try to write blogs with meaning, something with effect, and beauty. Because life is a random, yet beautiful thing. There is this quote I ran into a month ago: "Good times pass away, but then so do the bad. Mutability is our tragedy, but it is also our hope. The worst of times, like the best, are always passing away."
This quote, could not be anymore true. And it was this quote, that gave me the strength to keep hopeful for happiness in my life for the past month, as well as the same quote, that made me appreciate the good times I had (or having) even more. No matter what, for me anyways, life will always be a bumpy ride, but I just happen to have the luck, of life always turning around towards the best when times look bad. Ever since last spring, I get the best rewards for the worst experiences. And now, its not any different.
I cannot express just how beautiful and strange this world is. In the oddest places, at the strangest, yet most perfect, times, you can find, well, just the best that life has to offer. You find life-long friends, you find people who can make you smile with a simple glance, you find passion for hobbies, you find love for the arts, but most importantly, you find love for yourself. My life is grand, in the sense that I never know what to expect. But honestly, I wouldn't want it any other way. Stability is nice, and sure, sometimes you get a little sick from going up and down on that roller coaster, but most times, you just raise your hands up high, with a smile on your face, and scream your head off.
There are many people I have to thank for my happiness right now. In the past year, I went through the biggest change so far in my life, and realized things that I never had seen too clearly before. I am well on my way to making myself a better person, a saner person at that. I no longer feel like my life is out of control, but I know, that in order to control life, I have to be able to control myself.
In the same way that life is complicated and full of surprises, it also is full of simple pleasures. I don't know how my life does it, but its an oxymoron of sorts, just simply complicated. But how I am loving it! Every second, every smile, every thought, every memory, every experience.
Now I find that I am in the middle of very depressing/depressed people. It's tough, to try to cheer them up, and tell them that there is something to look forward to. It's practically impossible to tell them to feel happy, because they are too hardheaded about their depression. I know, I use to be like that. All I can do, is pray and wish that their life turns for the better as soon as possible.
Well, I am just glad I have no more depressing blogs to write, or well, not as frequently written anyways. Now, I feel 20, I feel like, an adult, but still an innocent child at heart. Life is wonderful, my life is beautiful, and right now, I am seeing the world in rose-colored glasses. That's all I can say, and for now, that is all I need.
SONG THAT BEST REFLECTS TODAY'S BLOG:
Even The Nights Are Better by Air Supply
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Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow by The Shirelles
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