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January 30, 2007
Concerning The "Myspace Bulletin"
We usually repost bulletins for others to reply to about how hot we are or how one feels about us, etc.; hoping that that one person we want to reply, would reply, and thus, confess to each other some mutual feelings.
Does it ever work? Never seems like it does. But we still do it anyways.
Waiting, and hoping, and wishing, and dreaming.
Its a little funny, how we are too shy to simply tell a person "I like you" or "I love you", yet we are all too eager to bulletin the deepest of secrets and offer ourselves up, vulnerable, for the world to see. We are offered security in the fact that its just another mass-produced bulletin. A template that anyone can fit into, and anyone can use. So we are just reposting because we don't want Bloody Mary to come at 12:12am and stab us with her knife, nor do we want our love lives to be ruined for the next 20 years. Of course, none of us believe that crap, but we use it as an excuse, because it's alot easier than saying "I am really posting this up because I want you to tell me I'm beautiful, that you like me, that you want a chance with me. Because I want us to start something wonderful, but I am too afraid to tell you, so I am giving you the chance to tell me."
It's tough. Waiting around for an answer. Hoping for his/her reply. Closing your eyes and wishing with all your might that its him/her as you click on "New Messages". Dreaming of the day.
And when that message is not there, we just post up something else.
Waiting, and hoping, and wishing, and dreaming.
Posted by ~*Pretty Kitty*~ at 06:37 PM | Comments (0)
January 26, 2007
Random, Random, Random.
It's been awhile since I've written an "inspired by life" blog. Well, it's not as if I haven't been inspired by life recently, but I haven't felt the usual, pushing urge to write that goes along with such a muse. Well, I suppose that means I haven't been inspired enough. So what is this blog about? Nothing eye opening, that's for sure, just I guess a kind of warm up to the writing I have to do in the near future (goddamn essay is due next week!)
Eh, I shouldn't even post this up, its pointless. A waste of your time. Well, not so much as a waste of my time, seeing as I have still one hour to kill before my shift here at work ends. I should read for my classes, but I'm too lazy to write. I suppose I should use this time to update you on my life.
So, I'm single. Yayee. Well, this time around, it just doesn't bother me so much that I'm single. I'm actually quite enjoying it. Well, not so much enjoying, seeing that I am not having the social life I did last year, but I made a new year's resolution to go out more and have more fun. But then again, I am going out more! All my time is super occupied! I have my new, upcoming DJing career at KALX 90.7FM (the best radio station ever!! I dare say!!), I have my job at Unit One (being a security monitor which requires monitoring the security of our residents! LOL), the usual classes, and well, I think that's a pretty fulfilling life right there! Soon, I'll be active in the music scene once again!! I've been out of it for a while now, but now, all the bands I love are touring around the US. :(
Oh well. What I REALLY want to do this year, is make new friends! Like, okay, I do meet new people all the time, but I guess I never really found anyone that stuck to me. I guess I am anti-social, when it comes to strangers, its rare to find people I really do enjoy hanging out with. But I want fun people! People to come over to my place and I go over their's. People that I can call in the middle of the night, ask if there is a party going on, and they say "hellz yeah! it be a party here every night!". I have fun people like that in LA, but I want bay area people like that here!!!!
So I guess there is a message and point to this blog.
Do you want to be my neighbor?
Posted by ~*Pretty Kitty*~ at 01:54 AM | Comments (0)