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October 17, 2005
There you see her, sitting there across the way...
CURRENT MOOD: Twitterpainted
*sigh* so i have been through so many guys this past month....i told you i fall in love easily, well, not love, but twitterpainted.....usually the feeling is not returned, most of the time, my love is a one way street out of town, but this time *smiles* i think it's mutual....he is gorgeous, and not so good as to be true, if anything, i see flaws, his perversity (dont know if that ias even a word!) but he has the most beautiful smile ever.....his laugh, and his sarcasm, and, he is smart.....today, oh how wonderful it is to relive the moment in my head again and again, how we stole glances at each other while we were talking to million dollar donators and the chancellor of UC Berkeley, how funny it was that the comment just slipped out of a friends mouth that we would make a cute couple.......he was stunning, the darkening night played well on the romance of the evening as we were walking down softly lighted pathways through berkeley's picturesque forestry, over bridges and murmuring streams....it was just like out of a dream, to hold on to his arm, just like the days of old when gentlemen revered women as delicate creatures......the moon just smiled upon us as we walked on, and the stars glittered as if god's hand were just sprinkling them upon ebony silk, but we didn't notice.....we couldn't hear the essence of conversations carried on by surrounding couples, we didn't notice showering stars above, we didn't notice the disappearance of the sun, and the triumph of the night.......and then it was time to say goodbye, to part our ways.....but it wasn't to be over......he faced me, and held my waist in his arms, and just held each other there for what seemed like eternity....i had no idea what to do, i had no idea what to expect, and i was too afraid to look into his eyes, for if i did, i might have never wanted him to let go.......then he tilted his head down, just a little, so very little, and i inched my lips so close to his.....and for one instance, the world froze, every creature, every blade of grass, every fallen leaf, had held its breath......it was a second in forever, lasted so long, but so brief.......there were no fireworks, no crowds cheering, just the whisper of the wind.....soft, tender lips....yes, it was a second in forever......resting my forehead on his lips, i gathered the courage to look up, to see the slightest twinkle in his eyes, and a simple smile.......as we whispered our goodbyes, as not to stir the moment awake, we simply just walked away.....i have no idea if he turned around to savor the idea one more time, but i just closed my eyes as i walked away, to emblaze the memory in my head so that i could finally tell a story, of a little moment in time, when i smiled and quietly said to myself....that was nice......
SONG THAT BEST REFLECTS TODAY'S BLOG: Blue Moon by Dean Martin
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