Past The Point Of No Return

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October 05, 2005

for what it's worth, i feel i should let you know...

CURRENT MOOD: Morbid

it's very conceited isn't it....to think that you have the power to ruin a person's life.....so fucking conceited to think, that it was always about you........i mean look at me, thinking the world is all about me.....sitting here, typing, thinking the world cares about me......i complain about my life to people, thinking it's all about me.....i am crying right now, thinking, it's all about me......i just never want to let go, let go of the past, and of memories....of fantasies and of dreams........well after things are buried six feet under, i still think it's standing right next to me, i still think, i have it in my hands......i think people love me, i think people hate me, i think, that people always are thinking of me.....but it's not so....i could die right now, and the world will keep on spinning, no pause, no moment of silence, because somewhere in the world, it will still be turning..........there is no point to this life, so you can get a fucking degree in whatever and become a world reknowned fuck....but all it amounts to is a pretty casket shoved in the ground.....yeah you get a few tears & a few words......but it eventually dies, just like everything else......and even then, your body will be thrown out after so many years, and you become nothing, nonexistant.......

SONG THAT BEST REFLECTS TODAY'S BLOG: Fear Of Ghosts by Cure

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